Life will always go against the current , that's why when we are born the world smiles and celebrates and we wail out.Those who surround us, with smiles as if smiles are all the armor and ammunition we need to make it in life .Life promises to be accessorized  with so much brightness like a day in spring. We all start off with so much self assurance it, borders on to arrogance.At some point in our lives we believe with so much vindication we can be anything.Along the way the whirlwind that can be summarised as Inadequacy catches up with us.With each day we feel just a little more unworthy, some days better than others but eventually we reach a destiny known as self loathe.

We become so blinded that we forget beauty goes deeper than the surface . It becomes defined by the concentration of melanin in our skin, on many occasions we wish we can sink in a pool of bleach and become "purified". Beauty becomes the hair you wear because beautiful girls don't comb out kink ,they don't do curly , they do wavy.Beauty becomes how many inches shorter you are willing to wear your dress.How many of your values you are willing to cross out on your list. Battles between thin and thick , we begin to believe beauty is pain -so what's a little bit of hunger? We give our being, our substance as a living sacrifice. Put aside how intelligent we are- how  our personality likens a comic character ! We want to satisfy this idealistic definition of beauty we lose ourselves.We make attempts to make deals with the angel of death, allow him take us so we may be reincarnated as something "better , thinner , lighter, shorter "- whatever noun fits the insecurity we want to scrub off like a stubborn stain.

When the overwhelming burden of depression hits us some days and we do nothing but watch ourselves slowly disappear.We should always remember we are of high priesthood each created in HIS likeness.All travelers in the journey called life and we are well advanced in the journey to go back and make changes , but we can change how we progress in our journey.Simply remember who we were when we were young and we said " I am rubber and you are glue whatever you say to me bounces off me and sticks to you" because sadly the one thing the world dishes out apologetically is opinion. What is outside will capture attention but that which is inside determines the quality of attention and exactly how long we will have it for .like Alessia Cara said there's scars to your beautiful, but you don't need to change a single thing rather embrace, it put our chins up else that tiara will fall.